Im tired of giving you the benefit of the doubt, Im tired of making up excuses for you. I now have realized that things now will not be good between us, not now at least. For the simple fact that I still love you. I really do hope one day, you open your eyes and see how bad you actually hurt me, and I can only hope and pray that you never have to experience for yourself. We are different people who handle situations completely different. I have accepted that, but I think by the time you are ready I will be done with the situation, and you will feel the confusion I feel now. I still love you, but I am now going to have to love you from a far. I still care about you but I cant show you that side of me anymore. You dont deserve that anymore. That was a privaledge and I am now provoking that right from you. I know that you are more than capable of taking care of yourself. Maybe one day I will be able to give you that right back, but youre going to have to earn it. I really do wish all the happiness and success in the world, But after all these years its time that I say goodbye to you.